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When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Bow..

-unknown

New Moon

Just finished watching New Moon.. kahit ulit-ulitin ko ito okay na okay talaga... though i would still prefer what is on the book rather than movie.. i guess i'll just wait for the next book.. mas madami kakilig kiligan dun..

May naalala tuloy ako.. parang.. kasi parang tamang tama ang pagkakaulit ng movie na ito eh.. parang ung status message ko..

Sometimes, the things we thought that could make us happy.. that could make our like better.. are the things that gives a hell on our lives.. and it also work on the other way around like we are to choose the wrong things over the right things just to make us happy..

hahaha.. parang ung story, Edward (my lab) choose to leave Bella because he thought it was right, then later on aun.. sila padin.. wait natin Eclipse mas maganda un.. :D.. going back to my thought of happiness..

of chosing what is to be happy and what is just to feel better just to say your happy.. gulo noh.. pwo ganun talaga.. happiness is always there.. jan lang yan sa tabi-tabi.. tau ang naghahanap nun.. at minsan sa sobrang paghahanap.. di p natin nakikita ksi nga we overlook things din..

if we are looking for someone to make us happy, i think the best way is just follow our heart.. because our heart sees what our mind can't.. and our hearts know how to be happy.. even if it is in the wrong way ba.. ganun talaga.. minsan kung anu bawal yun pa masarap..

if we thought that a person could make us happy because we thought that we will be happy again.. maybe.. we need to think again.. kasi if we want to be taken cared of.. dapat pa-confine nlng tau sa home for the aged.. or sa mental.. dun madami magaalaga sa 'tin.. hehehe..

well well well.. as what Bella did, she choose what her heart wants.. and where she finds happiness..

Have You Ever Again?

It's 2:25 in the morning of October 11. just cant sleep because of these things in my mind.. crying over the same thing.. tanga ko talaga..

i really don't know how stupid i am crying on things i shouldn't. why does this tears just starts to fall every time i remember you.. why does i start crying every time i remember you.. i thought i was over... i thought i could be happy with my life loving other man.. but why does jealousy comes in times i am not expecting it..

i want to get over you but why does this heart can't forget.. why do i need to bare the pain if you never knew.. why you? of all people.. why can i just find someone who would make me feel that i am being loved.. that i am important.. that i have the right to be happy..

i hope.. i could have this sign that i am really over you.. i just want to be happy..

i hope the next tears fell from my eyes would be tears of happiness.. happiness that i am over you..

Guardian Vampire

Just finished the fifth book of the twilight series.. mejo bitin but infernes.. it good din.. looking back from book one.. from the first day Edward meets Bella.. well balik ung kilig moments.. nakakatuwa nga eh.. parang mas nakilala ko kung sino si Edward behind his looks..

He consider himself as guardian vampire.. sa halip na guardian angel eh guardian vampire.. nakakatuwa talaga.. sabagay.. i just thought that we can't fall in love with our guardian angel.. eh ang guardian vampire okay na okay.. ksi its very unusual cguro din na magkaroon ng vampire na magproprotect sau..

well.. iba talaga ang charisma ni guardian vampire.. sana my ganun pa.. in his old fasioned way, he dazzles everyone.. grabe.. very sweet.. though impatient and short tempered.. pwo he manage to understand everything.. Na kahit mahirap intindihan.. maiintindihan nya.. He knows what is right and what is wrong.. he lives by norms yet if still knows how to enjoy life.. he knows when, where and how to be happy.. he doesn't care if against all odds ang eksena basta for him if it will make him happy.. go for the gold lang sya..

he has everything, good looks, wealth, intelligence, happy family and many other things yet he manage to be humble.. and to make sure that he doesn't step on anyone around him.. he has this unconditional love though sometime selfish pwo in the end love is what matters to him..

for me his very ideal.. ideal ika nga sa eleks namin nung college.. if its ideal its 0.. kapag silicon 0.7 at germanium ay 0.3.. san ko nakuha un.. hehehe.. he's very ideal na i know na he is not existing.. hala.. i would want to have a guardian vampire din like Bella.. but wla namang ganun sa totoong buhay.. need to wake up from fantasy.. from all the fiction stories that i have been reading ksi in reality walang guardian vampire.. walang Edward Cullen who would save you in any harm.. who would give his love for you.. ung ready to catch you when you fall.. hindi lang fall in love pwo fall as in laglag talaga.. hehehe..

grabe.. napapasulat na naman ako sa sobrang kilig kay Edward.. kasi naman.. kalilig-kilig naman talaga sya eh.. in all aspect.. sabagay gang kilig lang talaga ako sa kanya eh.. he's not real i know.. cguro.. i would know if totoo if i'll meet my own guardian vampire..

ung matatawag kong akin.. hehehe.. di ko na agawan pa si bella.. kanya na di Edward.. all i want is a person like edward who would be there proteting you.. well di naman ako ka-prote-protekta.. sa laking ito eh.. all i want is to feel I'm secured with this person.. secured that no one will harm me.. no one will try to hurt me and if someone (kung meron mang nagagalit sakin) would try to help me.. left me behind maybe.. he would be there protecting me and comforting me..

Di ko alam kung sobrang tapang ko.. and wala sila makita weakness ko.. well totoo naman.. pwo syempre lahat ng super hero my weakness.. kung si superman nga kryptonite eh.. ako? hmm.. secret.. bka gamitin pa ng mga detractors ko un laban sakin.. tamang gento lng ako.. chill..

O sya.. mejo itong panunulat eh eh nawawalan na ng sense.. kaya ako'y magpapaalam na pansamantala.. hahanap ako ng guardian vampire muna..

Book 5 of the Twilight Series