il try

its been months since i las visited my page.. well.. kinda buzy at the moment.. d na ksi student and occupation q.. unemloyed na.. and at the moment i am luking and searching.. not for mr. right but for mr. job.. prang halay noh.. nwei .. i know i wud still b buzy prin.. but il try to visit this page and place an article.. this  article is a part II of ang aking life.. i wrote that article wen i was in high school.. this artile are the lessons ive learned from the past four yeas of my high school days..  and ofcourse for the part II.. i think it wud b the story of my struggles of bein an adult na.. wow.. adios..

NON SENSE

It took me so long in deciding if ill be writing stories about my life in this page… I’ve been posting songs that I find quite related on what’s happening in my life… and tonight I posted a song way back into love by Drew Barrymore and Hugh Grant… I love that song… maybe because I want to find my own way back into love… Or maybe I just really don’t want t o go back… 

Ahehe.. I should be studying at this moment but what am I doing… writing in my blog… well I think I need a break at the moment… there are so many things that quite bothers me and I think I need an outlet so that I could focus on the most significant things in my life. 

Nwei.. The pat few days was so busy.. And I didn’t even bother to think of what I have or even what’s happening in my life.. What I do is I just go with the flow of situations.. 

And last night.. I just realize na I forgot my own life na..  haaay.. 

To make this story short.. I just found out n aim finding my way back to my old love?? Was that right?? I thought I have overcome the feeling but last night.. I just realize na I still love him.. and nothing change.. its just that.. I wanted to forget the feeling because I have chosen what is important, and that’s our friendship.. 

Does this make anysense??  WALAAAAH!! AHEHE

KASADNESS

i was here alone sa com shop.. mejo nagtatanggal ng stress.. ng worries.. ng sadness..

kung tutuusin.. i should be happy right now.. tapos n kme ng ps.. documents nman ngaun nag inaaus nmin.. by tom i think i could buy na a new from from all my salary and kickbacks.. i should be happy to think na konti nlng ang tym na bibilangin q and i’d be graduating.. pwo hnd..

im very sad ksi im scared not to graduate this coming march kc nagkaprob aq sa grade q regarding a certain subjct.. i will not repeat the subject mejo naipit lang kme.. 

i do understand her.. with all my heart i do pray for her.. and until now.. im still praying na evrything will be fine.. i hav my trust in her na she’ll make things at its place and she can make ways pra makagrad me.. pwo.. kaunti nlng ang time q.. i only have wat?? 3 days.. and i dnt think makakaya q ito.. nawawalan n aq ng faith.. how many nights na b aq umiiyak for this matter.. madame na.. naiiyak aq ksi parang mawawala p ang pangrap q na makagrad.. haaaaaaaay.. i really cant think kung anu ang pde q gawin.. im getting hopeless each day na.. 

haaaaaaaaay..

omigollywow

omigollywow! halos d na kme mapakali.. grabe gusto q na magbukas.. this is the moment.. final defense n namin.. i hope things will work good for all of us.. kakatense..

its been so long..

hay.. how i miss surfing in this page.. im kinda busy in my life.. busy daw.. ya.. mejo.. sa ojt.. sa buhay.. buhay boyba.. ofcoarse not.. i wud always be busy for my family.. hehehe.. grabe.. tagal na noh.. lumipas ang super enjoy na fieldtrip.. and xmas.. and new year.. ala aqng napost na new years resolution.. well juz wait ill find time to make all of those.. lovelyf??? nothing change.. meron pla.. na i luv wat we have right now.. frendship.. and that will always matter most.. i can lose a love but never a frend..