survivor?

hehehe.. ang tagal na since i visited this site.. xmpre.. buzy.. buzy kaka.. R.O.. <runonline> hehehe.. nweiz.. i juz wanna tell evryone na im very much hapi at this moment.. bkit?? ksi prang ang light ng feeling q ngaun.. prang nabawasan ang burdens q.. nanganak na sis q.. we hav a princess n sa haus.. ok n ung bunso namin.. napagicpan n nya mga bagay bagy sa mundo.. c mami ok na din.. i can see n ala n xa masyado burden and it feel so good tlga.. prang ala n  rin ako burden.. after a few months na halos wasted, pressured, and tiredness.. i feel maganda tlga.. i may say na i survive all those hassles.. hehehe

a simple gudbye..

august 13.. yesterdays was my lolas bday.. the day before yesterday was the day she died.. yes.. my lola died last friday.. ya.. maybe sam will say na im making drama again.. sam will say na "diba yun ung pinagdadasal u noon pa??" yes quite right.. i have been praying that.. maybe because i can see na shes so tired of her life na rin.. i can see na her children but not all namn never cares for her.. they never help her.. poor lola.. my heart was touch when my father cried to me before he left telling me na pag ala na xa ala na magaalaga kay lola.. and true.. the last tym i saw her alive was three days before our title defense.. she was crying to me.. asking if i cud feed her.. and i did.. after that she told me na.. wag daw ako magkakacpon.. my heart was crashd and i didnt feel na i was crying na pla.. tapos.. fridayafternun.. my sister txtd me na she died na nga..

no one seems to be sad when i went there.. xcept my lolo.. i told him na i m hapi for her ksi tapos na paghihirap nya.. then i feel like crying.. pro d ako umiyak.. y?? kasi ayoko makita nla ung nararamdaman q..

for lola.. i know na d u nababasa ito.. i may not be close to you but i want everyone to know na ilan lng kming nagtetreasure sau.. now na ur resting in peace na.. wag mu hihigitin paa ko ha.. i juz wanna say na thank you for bringing my father..

tita ninang

what can i say im as hapi as my sister when she gave birth early this morning.. and its a healthy baby girl.. im very thankful na ok naman xa.. 

nga pla.. kaya tita ninang title nito ksi tita na ninang p q.. nakakatuwa nga eh.. i admire my sister for being brave.. my mom for being so supportive and ofcourse the bravest.. si meng.. as charming as her xempre.. at aq.. ang walang kamatayang kj ky meng.. dhil reyna daw aq ng sungit.. dinaig q pa daw ang magmemenopause.. 

nwei.. juz dropping by to say how hapi i am.. hehehe

p.s.

p.s… post cript???.. project study.. next week is the week.. the week we all prayed na d dumting ksi almost all of us eh la pa title.. hay.. kkanervou.. tlagaang maalapit na nga kami gumaraduate.. mas paplpit ng paplapit sa katpusan.. mas mahirap.. you want to focus on everything but samtimes.. your head juz want to stop.. naalala q tuloi nung nagaaaral aq ng pwersys.. i wnted to study pa kaso.. sabi ng utak q matulog na q.. what did i do?? edi ntulog.. iba na tlga ngaun ksi nagaaraal n q.. minsan lng aq maging ganito cmula ng ngcollege aq.. infernes.. hindi lng aq.. almost everyone.. i never saw them study before.. pro ngaun.. aral tlg..sbgay.. onti nlang.. onti nlng pro klngan pang magdagdag ng super duper extra effort.. my powersys.. my machine desyn.. d pa kasama microP, ie, ung mg plates p namin..lalo na ps.. hay.. kakaloka..
cguro sa knila.. ksi mtgal na q luka.. hehehe

its me..

eto na naman aq.. katatapos lang ng two hour pangya q.. hay.. I enjoyed playing with that two strangers.. iyon yung masarap pag d mu kilala ung tao eh.. you can be you.. the really you.. hay..

I juz accomplished my project.. I juz had an awful exam
yesterday.. why?? Panu ba naman ang dali nung exam bokya aq.. kakahiya tlg..

cguro kulng lang tlga aq sa silay.. o pgod lng tlga aq.. I went to the hospital yesterday.. pinunthan q kpatid q.. iniwan kz xa ng ermat q ksi my inaasikasong d nmn dpat asikasuhin.. hay nku.. I pity her kso d q dapat ipakita s knya yun ksi shes getting her strength skin.. how can I show her that.. i shud be strong for her..

I juz email my best friend and I cant believe im starting to
tell her all bout what happened to me the past three.. four months of my lyf..

all the hearthaches <kasama na luvlyf dun>.. and I know she’ll cry with me.. hehe.. ang hirap tlga kung yung mga taong nakakakilala ng lubusan sau eh malayo.. you cant find tym pra magkita man lng kau.. un ngang malapit lang kau.. di parin magtagpo ang landas nyo ksi masydong busy.. sbi q nga ky par lst
week.. distance or even less communication helps you to mend broken hart eh.. very much effective sa akin ung ganun.. kay erpat.. I never tok to him like the way I tok to him before
after wat happen.. cguro ngaun I kip in touch wid him to let him know n despite of what happen he’s still my dad.. I still love him.. pro iba tlga kpag ung trust ung nawala.. ung kay “toot” naman.. well wat can I say.. effective tlga eh.. mejo im over him na.. mejo kasi.. hehe pagnakikita q xa.. mejo kinikilig aq
eh.. 

hehehe ang kati..