feb 15, nandito ako ngaun sa my computer shop sa tabi ng skul..
i woke up around quarter to six this morning considered late from the five am routine ko… aq galing ng date kagabi kasi una sa lahat d aq ng date… dun lang aq sa bhauz namin.. nakahiga.. nag-iisip.. naiinggit… muntik p nga aq umiyak eh..
panu ba naman ala akong makakasama… this is the loneliest valentine id ever celebrated..d pla aq nagcelebrate.. dumaan lang… ewan q ba.. dati hindi naman.. i am enjoying celerating feb 14 for the past twenty years of my life.. i am enjoying it like the lovers dating HHWWPsSP <holding hands while walking, pa-sway sway pa!> pero iba this years..
cguro nga mararamdaman ko ung pagiging alone and cold this day.. bkit kamo.. lhat ng kasama q sa bahay my date.. c ina my dawg… c jenry my daleng… c chewpot este chewpaw my cheezyhoney… c gels… aun kadate ang computer kagabi d p xa pede eh bata p kz… c cardzbaby inihatid c monti… c diegz my ate kay… c cloyd aun my kadate din… aq??? c denyish.. bkit kamo?? ksi c deyish iniwan ng kanyang minamahal kung klan p valentines natural aq kasama nya.. pinananood nya aq kun panu makipagdate sa tracing paper.. oo.. tama nabasa nyo.. tracing paper nga ang totoong kadate q kagabi.. eh anu naman kaya gagawin kung magsisimiento aq kagabi.. atleast my nagawa me kahit pa inaasar ako ni cloyd na d maganda un ginagawa q… <kesa naman magmukmok..>
naalala q tuloy c toot… kahit di nya man lang aq naalalang batiin ng hapi valentines.. pinaligaya prin nya aq… in so many ways lalo na pag ala me sa mud.. he’ll do the super corny jokes ever na tlga namang bentang benta skin… iba tlga xa eh…i know n baka my kadate xa kagabi… sana maging masaya xa…
haay… badtrip tlga i never thot id be typing all my sentiment today… its juz not ryt… ive been celebrating valentines without a date except for my mom and some close frends all my lyf bkit ngaun prang im alone… naalala q tuloy ung kantang someboby ng depeche mode na nirevive ni jinky ,na kinanta fave song q na b4 i let you go, … bagay na bagay tlga un kantang un sakin lalo na ung part na "To anyone’s strings I’m carefully trying to steer clear Of those things
But when I’m asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly…"
But when I’m asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly…"
of all this years, im very satisfied being single pro bkit ngaun im looking for this someone who will make me feel na im special.. na im being loved…
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