undecided me..

its been a while.. hindi pla.. mejo mtagal n din pla since i let myself decide for somethings.. madame dami din un.. hinayaan ko sarili ko to decide.. decide for a better me.. o bka hindi din.. ngaun.. i needed guidance.. i needed advice.. i dont know kung kaninu ako dapat maniwala.. kung kanino ako dapat makinig.. o kung dapat ba akong may pakinggang.. i want to achieved things in my life.. madami un.. i dont know where to start.. o dapat ko ba tlga cla simulan.. is it for myself lng ba?? for the people around me?? for the people i consider important in my life.. 

i want to achieved all my dreams for myself, for the people around me, for the people i care about.. for the people who’ve been my greatest inspiration.. for the people who depends on me.. for myself that depends on them..

kinda tiring n din mag-isip.. mag-isip kung panu magsisimula.. kung saan ako dapat magpunta.. hingi ako ng hingi ng sign pwo prang alng dumadating.. baka naman dumating na.. di ko pa napansin.. hay.. paengot engot n naman ako..

sabi ko nga, i have to think positivily passionate to create a life worth living..

i have to commit my self into something i want to have it.. but how can i commit into something if until now.. i do not know what i want.. 

all i know is that i have dreams na nka-hung pdin.. waiting for something or maybe someone to help me start it..

needed a sign… a sign.. a sign.. praying for a sign.. sign.. sign..