decided

I’m decided today.. Maybe this is not for me.. I can’t help asking myself.. what have I done wrong.. I think I should not be treated like this.. I’ve been working hard to support my family.. to support myself.. to fulfill my dream.. but what is happening now.. I cant support my family.. how can I fulfill my long time dream..

How can I buy my own house.. my own car..

Am I still able to build my dream… my engineering firm.. how can it be possible.. it so hard for me to think na all my dreams will be left as dreams.. haay..

Now.. im decided na.. I have to find myself.. im changing in the way I don’t like… its not me.. im not the girl with many dreams na.. im the girl full of hatred.. haaaaaayy….