what’s the essense…

whats the essense of being inluv?? malay.. i still dnt know.. basta ang alam q.. its so hard knowing you love samone and pretending na frend lang turing mu habang secretly umaasa ka na he’ll wake up one morning realizing he’s inluv with you.. 

i juz know na if you rili luv samone you shud be hapi for him kahit alm you sa sarili mu na masakit for you.. martir effect ba..

yun tipong alam mu na masasaktan ka na pro hala go for the gold for him.. you’ll do anything.. any favor.. juz to see him hapi.. kahit labag sa kalooban mu.. gagawin mu yon ng buong puso.. kamartir ba?? 

hay.. sana crush nlang turing mu pwedeng pwede sabihin.. tulad nung ginawa ni andiano.. at mhy.. sabihin bang crush q c ian.. at cnabi pa mismo kay ian yun ha.. grabe.. super kinilig pa aq.. ipinakilala pa aq.. aus lang un kasi una.. dejins naman kami close nun.. tsaka crush lang tlga ksi lagi xa nakasmile.. unlike kay toot.. close na kmi.. dejins q pa tlga xa gusto..  talaga naman..

tiyak lolokohin nanaman aq ni sr hollman.. hehehe.. aus lang basta alam q malapit na nya malaman kung cno c toot pro d q parin sasabihin kung cno.. il juz wait na mahalata nya kung cno.. hehe basta sir kung mahalata nyo na.. ibulong nyo sakin ha.. ill tell you naman eh.. sa lahat ksi ng nakakaalam.. hinulaan nla.. and they never expected na xa un.. hehehe.. 

what’s the essense of this??? malay!

its summer time

yes its summer time… tapos na halos lahat ng exams.. thank God pasado naman.. isa nlng ang malaking tanong.. machines.. papasa kaya aq dun..kahit anung aral kasi ang gawin q.. ala tlga.. ilang puyat na ang ginawa q dun… ala tlga.. azar.. sana pumasa.. pero tulad last yir.. il be spending my summer sa skull.. ok lang mas madame na kmi ngaun.. sayang nga lang kasi dejins na q pupunta baguio tulad last yir.. la na gala.. aral mode na muna.. tsaka silay mode…

exicited na nga aq.. kasi.. grabe.. next skul yir fif yir na kme.. yehey.. khit d sure na gagraduate.. i know kung sama sama kami masusurpass namin yun.. hehehe.. that’s the essense.. of having friends.. hehehe..

re-collecting myself

last friday, nagkaron ng recollection sa school.. hindi tlga kami dapat ang magrere-collect pro masyadong buzy ung mga higher years kaya kmi ung nagrecollect.. inferness i enjoyed the seminar.. madaming bagay ang nag-flashback sakin… lahat ng ups and downs ko.. and i found out na im strong.. na khit iyakin ako.. kahit duwag aq.. i surpass all the trials God has given me.. sbi q nga the things that kept me fighting through all that is my family.. all my friends na tlga namang hindi aq iniwan.. inihahatid pa aq hanggang sakayan ng bus.. and the faith i have kay God na kahit kailan eh d aq pababayaan..

and that recollection makes me feel good about myself.. i realized na khit madami aqng problem.. i still manage to be hapi and to make samone hapi.. and thats my life… making samone hapi bcoz of me.. i never thot that sam of them are thankful meeting me.. well dapat lang im that unique tlga.. ala clang mkikitang pasaway na katulad q..

yeah ryt..

i really dnt know kung anung isusulat q dito.. sabi q nga kay lexi.. my blog serves as a journal.. un naman tlga eh.. but im hapi posting all my opinion… sentiments.. and wat ever chenez i want to write.. im hapi kasi napopost q lhat ng gusto qng sabihin.. hindi aq napapagod.. chika na nga ako ng chika maghapon.. xmpre.. not all chika is about me eh.. sbi nga ni ate eda.. mysterious daw aq.. im so madaldal but only few knows kun sino tlga aq.. only few knows my real story .. pang magpakailan man nga un eh.. 

natatawa nga aq pagtinatanong aq ni sir hollman kung cno c toot eh.. kagaling tlga nun.. mukhang alam nyang malapit lang sakin c toot.. napagicpan nyang lagi kaming magkasama.. well i know he’s reading this.. malapit nga xa sa skin sir and i want you to know na kahit anung tanong nyo i wont tell you kasi.. shyness aq.. hehehe..

im juz hapi writing and writng here..