putol na daliri

gada ng title ko ngaun noh? y?? ksi ako na muntik maputol ang daliri.. ahehe.. galing ko ksi eh.. dmi ko ksi iniicp eh..

a lot of times iniicp ko.. how will i achieve my goals..  how and when do i need to start?? anu nga ba gusto ko career?? well.. i do have troubled mind ngaun.. kya pti daliri ko nakuha ko ipasok sa electric fan.. 

kla ng lhat its very easy to answers those questions.. what they do not know is that its the hardest thing to answer nor do.. why?? ksi sarili mu kalaban mu.. hirap maging satified sa buhay kung hindi mu na-achive ang pangarap mu.. pwo knowing na nakakatulong ka sa family mu.. i think pampalubag loob n un.. 

cguro.. icipin ko nlng yang lintik kong pngarap after i finished my duties and resonsibilities sa family.. but when kya un?? 

hindi ako khit kailan napagod tumulog sa knila bcoz what i am doing right now is for them.. all my dreams are for them.. kso mahirap lng tlga pasabayin ang dalawa.. you have to choose lng tlga.. at ganun cguro ang buhay.. you have to choose..

choose as dapat.. sa tama.. sa dapat n mgiging masaya ka.. bcoz thats how you’re love ones want you to be.. to be happy in everythng you do.. and the only thing that makes you happy is when you are able to help the one you love.. not juz financially but emotionally, spirituallly and help them to grow their personality.. 

lyf is so short and i should enjoy it.. enjoy every bit of it.. make used to it..

naguguluhan kb?

im here sa comshop.. updating things.. papahinga.. tom morning im going to work again.. parang alang pahinga.. haayz.. 

hows lyf?? well, tulad ng dati.. happy-go-lucky.. hindi alam kung saan patungo.. saan tutungo ang buhay ko sa desisyon na gagawin.. ginawa at ginagawa ko.. i really dont know.. only GOd knows.. only Him could send me signs in my decisions.. only Him could guide me at the moment..

hirap ng tumatanda.. dumadami responsibilities.. dumadami ng isipin.. ng pangarap.. ng mga gstong maabot.. ang malakin tanung.. saan b dapat magsimula? panu ko ba sisimulan ang mga bagay bagay..

ang gulo tlga.. buti pa nung bata ako.. ang alam ko lng klngan ko lng magtapos ng pag-aaral .. mag-trabaho.. un ng.. ngaun.. prang i wanted more.. i wanted samting but i dont know kung anu un.. 

cge na tulog ko lng to.. bka mapanagnipan ko pa ang sagot..

moving on is never in my dictionary..

hay.. eto na naman ako.. falling inlove n naman.. with the same personality in differnt person.. huwaw.. may ganung effect.

akala ganun .. un pla.. i juz miss the person.. tut will always be tut.. i juz missed him so much that i cud even see him in others personality.. no one is the same in this world.. even twins are perfectly different.. so how can i compare..

ok na.. tama na.. bka maluha na naman ako.. basta nag alam ko.. moving on is never in my dictionary.

undecided me..

its been a while.. hindi pla.. mejo mtagal n din pla since i let myself decide for somethings.. madame dami din un.. hinayaan ko sarili ko to decide.. decide for a better me.. o bka hindi din.. ngaun.. i needed guidance.. i needed advice.. i dont know kung kaninu ako dapat maniwala.. kung kanino ako dapat makinig.. o kung dapat ba akong may pakinggang.. i want to achieved things in my life.. madami un.. i dont know where to start.. o dapat ko ba tlga cla simulan.. is it for myself lng ba?? for the people around me?? for the people i consider important in my life.. 

i want to achieved all my dreams for myself, for the people around me, for the people i care about.. for the people who’ve been my greatest inspiration.. for the people who depends on me.. for myself that depends on them..

kinda tiring n din mag-isip.. mag-isip kung panu magsisimula.. kung saan ako dapat magpunta.. hingi ako ng hingi ng sign pwo prang alng dumadating.. baka naman dumating na.. di ko pa napansin.. hay.. paengot engot n naman ako..

sabi ko nga, i have to think positivily passionate to create a life worth living..

i have to commit my self into something i want to have it.. but how can i commit into something if until now.. i do not know what i want.. 

all i know is that i have dreams na nka-hung pdin.. waiting for something or maybe someone to help me start it..

needed a sign… a sign.. a sign.. praying for a sign.. sign.. sign..