Its 10.43 pm here sa office. 1 hour and 17 minutes nlng eh uwian na. kinda weird today kasi parang may hang-over pa ata ako sa 8th world wonder na short story sent by bdet yesterday. Weird but I really feel this sadness inside of me eh.
The story was good. I don’t know if it’s a true story o fiction lang but it keeps me wondering, when will I find my 8th world wonder? What if I found it na, kaso di pala ako ang 8th world wonder nya (ouch!). What if nakita ko na dati but I didn’t know na sya pala ang wonder na yun sa buhay ko? What if I am blinded of what I thought na 8th world wonder ko na eh hindi naman pla (fake na 8th world wonder)? Would I be happy once I found this 8th world wonder na ito? Magiging tulad ba ako nung isang kakilala ko na sabi nya “I found my 8th world wonder, sadly the feeling isn’t mutal”?
Super Emo ako ngaun. Natatawa nga ako, I changed my status sa ym, then dami nag react. Sabi nila inlove daw ako. Ang sabi ko kasi dun is “It’s official, the slave fell in love with her master -from the 8th world wonder”. Yun lang ang dami na nag sabi na I’m in love. Well I’m always in love with love. I’m a damn hopeless romantic waiting to be found by someone and consider me as their 8th world wonder. Hindi ako naiinip, hindi ako naghahanap, hindi din ako naghihintay (hanggang tingin tingin lang ako) at wala ako hinihintay (for the record) minsan lang naiingit ako with other people who found love. Like in the story, this girl unexpectedly falls in love with her master. Nakakatuwa kasi sa story is that these two people enjoy being together na nag aasaran, na nag-aaway, na they enjoy hating each other pero in the end they love each other. They showed they care with each other differently but you know that they are doing it because they care too much for each other.
Minsan nga iniisip ko (eto na naman ako, EMO p*tah!), when will I find him, when will I find this guy who could do wonders sa'kin as a person. The one who can make me smile even my whole world is tearing apart, the guy who would make me feel that I’m secured even just by saying that he will be there (kahit sa text lang), a guy that would hold me like I am very fragile, the guy who would care and understand me during the worst mood that I have (lalo na kapag inatake ako ng kalukahan ko). The guy who can make me shut my mouth if I start to talk to loud, or laugh very loud or start nagging and bragging and all that but still understand me specially when I don’t say anything.
Ganyan ako kademanding kaya cguro wala ako makita. I don’t know, I am not looking kasi I thought I found na, like my dearest friend (alam mu na kung sino ikaw) eh the feeling isn’t mutual. Baka ako lang ang nag-iisip. Gustuhin ko man makinig sa payo ni Ma’am Mannie earlier na I should tell him in order for me to moved on and lived a happy life, I can’t!!!! why? because I know the answer. (The answer is always a no if you didn’t ask) P*tah! San galing un? Minsan kasi you don’t need to ask if you are sensitive enough sa feeling ng taong nakapaligid sa’yo. Parang kapag nakakita ka ng taong naipit ng pintuan sa MRT o sa LRT, it’s a stupid question to ask them kung masakit ba maipit nun. It’s the same way around. Hehehe ganda ng example (parang tanga ako natatawa ako dun sa example ko kasi it really happened, I was in the LRT1 going to Buendia and someone in Vito cruz was I a hurry to ride the train kasi nga maluwag ung train namin, aun naipit, tapos someone ask her, Miss masakit? Hehehe).
Tapos someone ask me again, am I in love? I answered the same na I’m always in love with love. Pero that time naisip ko, kanino naman ako in love? Tangahin din ako eh. We’ll matagal na akong tanga nung na in love ako dun, bakit sino ba may gusto? Wala naman di ba? Kahit ako di ko naman ginusto yun eh, kusa ko na lang naramdaman na meron na pala. Pero ayos lang, im just letting things noh. I am waiting na mawala nalang ung pakiramdam ko na mahal ko sya. Let myself be numb of this feeling gang sa magising ako isang araw na wala na. Sana di na umabot yun ng 5 years, kasi 5 years nalang, magiging desperate na ako to look for someone na makakasama ko habang buhay (hahahaha.. joke lang na half meant.. siguro minus the desperate na maghahanap).
Well I’ll stick with my decision, hintayin mawala ang kung anu mang katangahan na hinayaan ko dito sa puso ko, at the same time look for someone else. Dahil sayang ang time, tanga ko kasi di maka move on. Parang ewan lang ako ngaun, nalulungkot at nag e-emo dahil sa nabasa ko.
Enjoy life, enjoy lang sa katitingin ng mga boylets, more gimiks to come with my good friends na walang lamangan (bwahahaha!!).
Dadating din time ko.. I just know..
The story was good. I don’t know if it’s a true story o fiction lang but it keeps me wondering, when will I find my 8th world wonder? What if I found it na, kaso di pala ako ang 8th world wonder nya (ouch!). What if nakita ko na dati but I didn’t know na sya pala ang wonder na yun sa buhay ko? What if I am blinded of what I thought na 8th world wonder ko na eh hindi naman pla (fake na 8th world wonder)? Would I be happy once I found this 8th world wonder na ito? Magiging tulad ba ako nung isang kakilala ko na sabi nya “I found my 8th world wonder, sadly the feeling isn’t mutal”?
Super Emo ako ngaun. Natatawa nga ako, I changed my status sa ym, then dami nag react. Sabi nila inlove daw ako. Ang sabi ko kasi dun is “It’s official, the slave fell in love with her master -from the 8th world wonder”. Yun lang ang dami na nag sabi na I’m in love. Well I’m always in love with love. I’m a damn hopeless romantic waiting to be found by someone and consider me as their 8th world wonder. Hindi ako naiinip, hindi ako naghahanap, hindi din ako naghihintay (hanggang tingin tingin lang ako) at wala ako hinihintay (for the record) minsan lang naiingit ako with other people who found love. Like in the story, this girl unexpectedly falls in love with her master. Nakakatuwa kasi sa story is that these two people enjoy being together na nag aasaran, na nag-aaway, na they enjoy hating each other pero in the end they love each other. They showed they care with each other differently but you know that they are doing it because they care too much for each other.
Minsan nga iniisip ko (eto na naman ako, EMO p*tah!), when will I find him, when will I find this guy who could do wonders sa'kin as a person. The one who can make me smile even my whole world is tearing apart, the guy who would make me feel that I’m secured even just by saying that he will be there (kahit sa text lang), a guy that would hold me like I am very fragile, the guy who would care and understand me during the worst mood that I have (lalo na kapag inatake ako ng kalukahan ko). The guy who can make me shut my mouth if I start to talk to loud, or laugh very loud or start nagging and bragging and all that but still understand me specially when I don’t say anything.
Ganyan ako kademanding kaya cguro wala ako makita. I don’t know, I am not looking kasi I thought I found na, like my dearest friend (alam mu na kung sino ikaw) eh the feeling isn’t mutual. Baka ako lang ang nag-iisip. Gustuhin ko man makinig sa payo ni Ma’am Mannie earlier na I should tell him in order for me to moved on and lived a happy life, I can’t!!!! why? because I know the answer. (The answer is always a no if you didn’t ask) P*tah! San galing un? Minsan kasi you don’t need to ask if you are sensitive enough sa feeling ng taong nakapaligid sa’yo. Parang kapag nakakita ka ng taong naipit ng pintuan sa MRT o sa LRT, it’s a stupid question to ask them kung masakit ba maipit nun. It’s the same way around. Hehehe ganda ng example (parang tanga ako natatawa ako dun sa example ko kasi it really happened, I was in the LRT1 going to Buendia and someone in Vito cruz was I a hurry to ride the train kasi nga maluwag ung train namin, aun naipit, tapos someone ask her, Miss masakit? Hehehe).
Tapos someone ask me again, am I in love? I answered the same na I’m always in love with love. Pero that time naisip ko, kanino naman ako in love? Tangahin din ako eh. We’ll matagal na akong tanga nung na in love ako dun, bakit sino ba may gusto? Wala naman di ba? Kahit ako di ko naman ginusto yun eh, kusa ko na lang naramdaman na meron na pala. Pero ayos lang, im just letting things noh. I am waiting na mawala nalang ung pakiramdam ko na mahal ko sya. Let myself be numb of this feeling gang sa magising ako isang araw na wala na. Sana di na umabot yun ng 5 years, kasi 5 years nalang, magiging desperate na ako to look for someone na makakasama ko habang buhay (hahahaha.. joke lang na half meant.. siguro minus the desperate na maghahanap).
Well I’ll stick with my decision, hintayin mawala ang kung anu mang katangahan na hinayaan ko dito sa puso ko, at the same time look for someone else. Dahil sayang ang time, tanga ko kasi di maka move on. Parang ewan lang ako ngaun, nalulungkot at nag e-emo dahil sa nabasa ko.
Enjoy life, enjoy lang sa katitingin ng mga boylets, more gimiks to come with my good friends na walang lamangan (bwahahaha!!).
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| Jeff, Hausen, En, Epie, Joy, Ron and ME |
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| Papa Jep, Me, Kuya Ron, Fafa Rey ang Joy |
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| Em, Dana, Ina, Me, Bdet, Henry, Lea, Bi, Oburi, Mhy and JC |
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| Dana, Ina and Bdet |
Dadating din time ko.. I just know..
