survivor?

hehehe.. ang tagal na since i visited this site.. xmpre.. buzy.. buzy kaka.. R.O.. <runonline> hehehe.. nweiz.. i juz wanna tell evryone na im very much hapi at this moment.. bkit?? ksi prang ang light ng feeling q ngaun.. prang nabawasan ang burdens q.. nanganak na sis q.. we hav a princess n sa haus.. ok n ung bunso namin.. napagicpan n nya mga bagay bagy sa mundo.. c mami ok na din.. i can see n ala n xa masyado burden and it feel so good tlga.. prang ala n  rin ako burden.. after a few months na halos wasted, pressured, and tiredness.. i feel maganda tlga.. i may say na i survive all those hassles.. hehehe

a simple gudbye..

august 13.. yesterdays was my lolas bday.. the day before yesterday was the day she died.. yes.. my lola died last friday.. ya.. maybe sam will say na im making drama again.. sam will say na "diba yun ung pinagdadasal u noon pa??" yes quite right.. i have been praying that.. maybe because i can see na shes so tired of her life na rin.. i can see na her children but not all namn never cares for her.. they never help her.. poor lola.. my heart was touch when my father cried to me before he left telling me na pag ala na xa ala na magaalaga kay lola.. and true.. the last tym i saw her alive was three days before our title defense.. she was crying to me.. asking if i cud feed her.. and i did.. after that she told me na.. wag daw ako magkakacpon.. my heart was crashd and i didnt feel na i was crying na pla.. tapos.. fridayafternun.. my sister txtd me na she died na nga..

no one seems to be sad when i went there.. xcept my lolo.. i told him na i m hapi for her ksi tapos na paghihirap nya.. then i feel like crying.. pro d ako umiyak.. y?? kasi ayoko makita nla ung nararamdaman q..

for lola.. i know na d u nababasa ito.. i may not be close to you but i want everyone to know na ilan lng kming nagtetreasure sau.. now na ur resting in peace na.. wag mu hihigitin paa ko ha.. i juz wanna say na thank you for bringing my father..

tita ninang

what can i say im as hapi as my sister when she gave birth early this morning.. and its a healthy baby girl.. im very thankful na ok naman xa.. 

nga pla.. kaya tita ninang title nito ksi tita na ninang p q.. nakakatuwa nga eh.. i admire my sister for being brave.. my mom for being so supportive and ofcourse the bravest.. si meng.. as charming as her xempre.. at aq.. ang walang kamatayang kj ky meng.. dhil reyna daw aq ng sungit.. dinaig q pa daw ang magmemenopause.. 

nwei.. juz dropping by to say how hapi i am.. hehehe