p.s.

p.s… post cript???.. project study.. next week is the week.. the week we all prayed na d dumting ksi almost all of us eh la pa title.. hay.. kkanervou.. tlagaang maalapit na nga kami gumaraduate.. mas paplpit ng paplapit sa katpusan.. mas mahirap.. you want to focus on everything but samtimes.. your head juz want to stop.. naalala q tuloi nung nagaaaral aq ng pwersys.. i wnted to study pa kaso.. sabi ng utak q matulog na q.. what did i do?? edi ntulog.. iba na tlga ngaun ksi nagaaraal n q.. minsan lng aq maging ganito cmula ng ngcollege aq.. infernes.. hindi lng aq.. almost everyone.. i never saw them study before.. pro ngaun.. aral tlg..sbgay.. onti nlang.. onti nlng pro klngan pang magdagdag ng super duper extra effort.. my powersys.. my machine desyn.. d pa kasama microP, ie, ung mg plates p namin..lalo na ps.. hay.. kakaloka..
cguro sa knila.. ksi mtgal na q luka.. hehehe

its me..

eto na naman aq.. katatapos lang ng two hour pangya q.. hay.. I enjoyed playing with that two strangers.. iyon yung masarap pag d mu kilala ung tao eh.. you can be you.. the really you.. hay..

I juz accomplished my project.. I juz had an awful exam
yesterday.. why?? Panu ba naman ang dali nung exam bokya aq.. kakahiya tlg..

cguro kulng lang tlga aq sa silay.. o pgod lng tlga aq.. I went to the hospital yesterday.. pinunthan q kpatid q.. iniwan kz xa ng ermat q ksi my inaasikasong d nmn dpat asikasuhin.. hay nku.. I pity her kso d q dapat ipakita s knya yun ksi shes getting her strength skin.. how can I show her that.. i shud be strong for her..

I juz email my best friend and I cant believe im starting to
tell her all bout what happened to me the past three.. four months of my lyf..

all the hearthaches <kasama na luvlyf dun>.. and I know she’ll cry with me.. hehe.. ang hirap tlga kung yung mga taong nakakakilala ng lubusan sau eh malayo.. you cant find tym pra magkita man lng kau.. un ngang malapit lang kau.. di parin magtagpo ang landas nyo ksi masydong busy.. sbi q nga ky par lst
week.. distance or even less communication helps you to mend broken hart eh.. very much effective sa akin ung ganun.. kay erpat.. I never tok to him like the way I tok to him before
after wat happen.. cguro ngaun I kip in touch wid him to let him know n despite of what happen he’s still my dad.. I still love him.. pro iba tlga kpag ung trust ung nawala.. ung kay “toot” naman.. well wat can I say.. effective tlga eh.. mejo im over him na.. mejo kasi.. hehe pagnakikita q xa.. mejo kinikilig aq
eh.. 

hehehe ang kati..

life.. oh.. life

hay naku buhay nga nmn.. life.. d ko lam kun bkit nagtatype aq ditto.. ang gusto q lang namn eh makapagpalipas ng oras.. sa halip na mag-aral eto aq nag-iinternet.. relaxing?? Cguro.. nagtatangal lang aq ng pressure sa katawan q.. I dnt know but I have thid nervous and pressure na nararamdaman.. hindi q masasabi na pressured aq sa design ksi magagawa q naman un.. titiyagain q.. I mayb pressured ksi aalis na c tatay sa 20.. and he’ll be leaving me with a lot pf responsibilities.. it not that I don’t like responsibilities.. im juz afraid na I can’t do all of it.. nasa  sa konti kong pagpapabaya.. xmpre mabibigo aq.. ang ikinatatakot q eh madisappoint q.. hindi lang cla bka pati sarili q.. ewan q ba.. thinking of all the responsibilities I have.. parang pag nasurpass q lahat un dais q pa c DARNA.. pero sabi nga nung isang kanta.. “hindi aq c darna.. aq ay tao rin na my damdamin at marunong masaktan..” corny noh.. alam ko ung kanta.. pero totoo naman eh.. lahat umaasa skin.. nakakasakit ng ulo sa pagiicp.. hindi na nga gumagana ung motto q na let problem promlem me.. I hope makayanan q lahat toh.. grabe..

hay naku buhay nga namn.. life.. d ko lam kun bkit nagtatype aq dito.. ang gusto q lang namn eh makapagpalipas ng oras.. sa halip na mag-aral eto aq nag-iinternet.. relaxing?? Cguro.. nagtatangal lang aq ng pressure sa katawan q.. I dnt know but I have thid nervous and pressure na nararamdaman.. hindi q masasabi na pressured aq sa design ksi magagawa q naman un.. titiyagain q.. I mayb pressured ksi aalis na c tatay sa 20.. and he’ll be leaving me with a lot pf responsibilities.. it not that I don’t like responsibilities.. im juz afraid na I can’t do all of it.. nasa  sa konti kong pagpapabaya.. xmpre mabibigo aq.. ang ikinatatakot q eh madisappoint q.. hindi lang cla bka pati sarili q.. ewan q ba.. thinking of all the responsibilities I have.. parang pag nasurpass q lahat un dais q pa c DARNA.. pero sabi nga nung isang kanta.. “hindi aq c darna.. aq ay tao rin na my damdamin at marunong masaktan..” corny noh.. alam ko ung kanta.. pero totoo naman eh.. lahat umaasa skin.. nakakasakit ng ulo sa pagiicp.. hindi na nga gumagana ung motto q na let problem promlem me.. I hope makayanana q lahat toh.. grabe.

hehehe

I juz turned 21 last june 28 and I am wondering kung naging mabuti ba aqng anak, kapatid, estudyante at kaibigan.. hehehe 

Masasabi qng 60/40 aq bilang isang anak.. 60 percent na pasaway at 40 percent na masunurin but I cud say na I am still a gud daughter khit napaka pasaway q kasi ok naman ang takbo ng buhay q.. I know wat is wrong and ryt.. I know my priorities.. hindi naman aq nagpapabaya khit minsan tinatamad aq.. hindi pla minsan.. madalas na tinatamad aq.. never naman aq nagpapasakit ng ulo nla.. bulsa lang.. ganun tlga.. kapag nag-aaral.. 

Kapatid?? Ayan jan q masasabi na ok aqng ate.. mejo kunsintidora.. but I never forget to remind my sisters na lahat ng dapat gawing desisyon eh dapat ipagiicpang mabuti.. I always support them and show my care by all our okryan.. I always do that..ksi I am not the showy type eh.. I am sweet kapag tinatarayan, sinusupladahan q cla.. and that’s my character.. I never reveal what I really feels eh.. ita always the opposite eh.. 

Estudyante.. hehehe.. tamad aq.. I know that.. pro khit tamad aq I always make sure na I beat the deadline <ui dalawa design q ngaun kaya BAWAL ANG TATAMADTAMAD>.. I study din naman.. kapag mag-e-exam na.. hehehe.. 

Kaibigan.. ewan q.. pro tru frend daw aq.. 

Well ngaung 21 na aq.. I have to start my lyf different from all the bad habits I have lalo na at ang goal q ngaun ay mas maging successful.. I want my lyf to be stable for my family.. I know I can achieve all those with the help of God and myself.. and also all my inspiration..