Have You Ever Again?

It's 2:25 in the morning of October 11. just cant sleep because of these things in my mind.. crying over the same thing.. tanga ko talaga..

i really don't know how stupid i am crying on things i shouldn't. why does this tears just starts to fall every time i remember you.. why does i start crying every time i remember you.. i thought i was over... i thought i could be happy with my life loving other man.. but why does jealousy comes in times i am not expecting it..

i want to get over you but why does this heart can't forget.. why do i need to bare the pain if you never knew.. why you? of all people.. why can i just find someone who would make me feel that i am being loved.. that i am important.. that i have the right to be happy..

i hope.. i could have this sign that i am really over you.. i just want to be happy..

i hope the next tears fell from my eyes would be tears of happiness.. happiness that i am over you..